Mommas headed back to Work :(

It is that time again that I am starting to get my mind focused back on going into the workplace. It is such a bittersweet time right now for me. I am excited to get back to work and social interaction with other adults, but I am super sad to leave my little man everyday. It just seems like we are just now getting on the right track to knowing each other. 

In those big smiles that he started to give me I melt. He has the sweetest little coos and he mimics my mouth movements. It all makes my heart explode. The sleepless nights have slowly shortened as his daily snuggles increased. I wish time could stand still and we could stay in these moments forever. But little man you must grow up and time must marching on. I know once I go back to work I will be tired and not able to soak up our little daily moments as much as I want to. And looking at Hadley I know that time is going to fly by and you will never be as small as you are now. It sucks but it's a part of life. 

Until then I'm going to soak up these last few days that I have with you alone, and I'm going to kiss every single little inch of you, especially your sweet little chub rolls on your neck and legs. 

I love you my little buckaroo!